Sadly it’s never happy drink. But I decided to get rid of alcohol, and cigarette. I’ll make my body a temple. : ) (Well, I will not stop coffee and energy drink x))
Quitting coffee is a shocking but quite elevating experience, it’s harder than quitting smoking and it takes many months (six maybe) to feel really human again. Not sure I recommend it but I’m glad I did it myself.
p.s. for an ‘old’ internet experience I recommend browsing the gemini project: gemini://geminiquickst.art I connect to it through a programme called Geopard but apparently there are better options out there. If you search for Gemini Protocol you will find lots of info online.